It's been a rough year, and I know I whined a lot, and I am grateful for you guys and for you putting up for it. While it's hard for me to say I'm grateful for this year... I kinda am. I mean I wouldn't want to go through it again, and I'm hoping there's an end in sight... But, the thing about rough patches is that it makes you appreciate the little breaks you get. Do I wish we still had our own place? Sure do. But I am grateful that I have family willing and able to take me in - because lots of people don't. Do I wish we were still a two car family? Of course, it always makes things easier. But again, we have one car still, which still runs well *knock on wood*) and that's more than A LOT of people have. Did it suck to be without insurance? Sure. But THANK GOD we all remained healthy and didn't really need it - and that we still remain healthy.
It gets rough, sure. But my son is happy and healthy and even when he's frustrating he usually ends up making me laugh at some point. My husband is an amazing man - not perfect, but a far better spouse than I am. I'm about to have another baby, a healthy baby, and I know that's something a lot of women want so badly and never get a chance to experience.
Life ain't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride, huh?
My thanksgiving went OK. I didn't eat as much as I had planned in my mind - everyone said the turkey and the ham was amazing, but it just didn't taste right to me, so I chalked it up to one of those weird pregnancy things. However, I've so far had three mini chocolate pudding pies. I'm thinking about a fourth. I realize how much of a fat ass that makes me sound, but those things are just so very good! I did get to meet my cousins baby son, who I believe they said was 5 months old? He was adorable, and it made me so excited. Cayden was both adorable and... Jealous I think. So, while I'm excited to see Cayden with the new baby, I am feeling a little less secure in the whole "He'll be just fine" dealio.
Any Thanksgiving drama? Nope. Know why? My MIL was "sick" and didn't show. My FIL still came, which I thought was SO very nice of him. I'm half tempted to tell my MIL that since she was sick so close to the baby being born I don't really feel comfortable with her coming to visit the baby on Tuesday... But I let it go, and Jeremy gave George the warning that if she even FELT like she was coming down with something she needed to stay at home. I just don't get who she thinks she's hurting by pulling this shit. But it was a nice time :-)
I hope you all had a good thanksgiving! We've got nothing going on till baby time, just some last minute cleaning, so again, the next update you'll get from me is probably baby news :-) Still kinda hoping though that he decides to make the appearance sooner....
Funny story though, last night I sat on the couch and was like "what did I sit on that was wet?" I felt the couch and it was dry, so I was like Holy Shit, did my water break???
Nope. I had been sitting on the floor where I sat in some spilled soda and hadn't realized it. But it was kind of funny.
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